Truth or Lies?

I just can't bare with my so-called 'second best friend'. She doesn't care about me anymore! She only cares about me whenever she wants to see my doujinshis or drawings. Whenever I'm not doing those things, she doesn't even notice that I exist! Does she even want to be with me? I mean, we've been in the same class for the past 4 years, shouldn't we grow closer? Whenever I'm not with her, she's off giggling and telling censored jokes to some girl who sometimes hate her.

I should've known this would happen. Since I could draw, everyone wanted to be my friend, but maybe they weren't really friends with me, were they? I don't feel anything honest about any of my friendships with anybody. Are they friends with me just because I can draw? Are they with me because they see me for who I am: a young, helpless human? Are they beside me because I could hold the world of unseen art in the palm of my hands? Are they loving me because they know that without them, I would just be killing my helpless self?

Bye,

.:MIMI TACHIKAWA:.

~AJISAI HaNa~

Finishing

I can't believe it: after 4 months of drawing my Roses Are Red doujinshi, it's coming to an end! I know, I'm supposed to feel relieved, but I had fun doing it so I'll probably miss it.. My friend has big plans for the R.A.R doujinshi and novel, she wants me to redraw the doujinshi on A4 paper so she could print and publish it to who-knows-where. Yeah, I know we're still in school, but hey- we dream big! :D

Sinistrial greetings from,

.:MIMI TACHIKAWA:.