Monday, November 26, 2012

Digimon is Eternal

Konbanwa, minna..

 Call me crazy, but I just finished crying after watching the final episode of Digimon Adventure.. It was online, and I know it ended, but I love it so much I keep ending up in fights where I say "DIGIMON ADVENTURE DID NOT END!" ^^;

 Digimon is my childhood and full of morals and dreams. Not like 'Mickey Mouse' morals, but morals where everyone can understand, young and old. For example (negative- turn to positive, ok?): if you underestimate yourself, your self respect will decrease and you feel you're not needed anymore. Kinda' like Yamato: after he saw how Takeru stood up for himself, he thought Takeru didn't need him anymore. (Okay, maybe my English got a little mixed up back there, but I can't find any other way to describe it)
  Anyway, I was bawling when watching the last episode. Everybody was saying goodbye to their partners and all.. Gabumon wanted Yamato to play his harmonica for him- when he did, I started to cry.. Seeing Gabumon so sad, so little interaction between him and Yamato, but the music said it all. Another sad part was where Mimi kept searching for Palmon but she couldn't find her; it turned out Palmon was hiding from her, because it would hurt when she says goodbye to her, so it would be better if Mimi didn't see her at all.

 What squeezed the tears out of my eyes was when Palmon was chasing after the trolley, saying that she was sorry for hiding from Mimi. She tripped, Mimi's hat flew in the sky, and the final version of Wada Kouji's Butterfly starts. I tried to sing, but I kept crying I had to stop. All those memories came back to me.. & somehow, I was reminded of my friends and DigiClan members: Aren, Taichi, Hikari, Yamato, every single one of them. I remembered their Crests, and how they control me (not religiously).

 Eg: During the netball game, the school team was falling back by 4 goals. Everybody was so bummed out that they had no hope of winning that match. The Crest of Hope rose my spirits and with the help of Airisu, who always said we would win, we cheered everybody up by telling them what mattered was that we could have fun & play another match, not winning (although winning was an option ^^;).

 Then I thought if I had the Crests and Tags, I can always not let myself fly off the handle. I've found them, but the whole set costs RM533!!!!!  Fuuh, that's so expensive.. I'll figure out how to find the money later. Till then: DIGIMON IS ETERNAL!


Limelight smile,
.:MIMI TACHIKAWA:.
~Ajisai HaNa~

Saturday, November 24, 2012

I'm Sorry T^T

Konbanwa, minna!

 Yeah, today is my brother's birthday! Happy baasudei! I kinda', heh, took a 'nap' earlier, and I feel extremely bad! I didn't sleep last night and my mum's pointing a finger at me for lollygagging at night and she goes on about me being punctual for interviews (will tend to later). I admitted, but that's not entirely true.. Here's the real deal:
    I am a calendar freak, so I pay close attention to the date and I realised last night that today was his birthday. So I tried to figure out a gift to give him. I don't have any money, and I'm not allowed to go anywhere, so I settled on giving him a portrait (kinda'). But he was in my room, playing Plague Inc., I didn't want to do it but I had to kick him out so I could start on his birthday gift. He's more into Naruto than HunterxHunter, and I got an idea. At the moment I was Digimon surfing (I didn't want to change into other anime, but I had to) so I geared up and looked for HunterxHunter related videos. It worked- he couldn't stand it and left (I didn't want him to leave..). I had to figure out his favourite stuff- Avatar and Naruto!!
    I went to the Net for images of Aang and Naruto, and I finally found them after two hours. Drawing their faces were the ASIAN part of the gift. Again, another two hours, but I got it. I shaded it and I was finished! I was supposed to sleep, but I couldn't.....

 About the interview, it's about me going to boarding school. My school's UPSR & SPPIM results just went up two weeks ago, and what better way to gatecrash other than coming late in a beautiful sequinned robe and sandals? I had to sit at the back with my mother. The results were projected at a whiteboard in the picturesque 'waterfall'. The headmaster told us that the total pupils who scored full A's in both tests were only 4: 1 for SPPIM. Then the results were up. Nokogiriso was first. She scored a fulll 14 A's in both tests. That shot the one person out of both results. Only two were left for UPSR. Then Kiku's was up: 11 A's. Her mother, who sat right in front of me, clapped for her. Resu: 9.
   After a few other of my friends, there, my name, Hana Ajisai, in flashing silver. I wanted to hide, but the headmaster made me raise my hand, blowing my cover entirely, telling me to go sit upfront. I sat alone, at the third row, with Aren in front of me and Airisu at the first. My results for SPPIM: a flashing 5. There was a C in it. I wanted to cry, but I was numb to cry. Yet. Then the next: 5 A's. Then the tears came out. I couldn't help them. Right after me was Aren: 9. The tears fell even more. Bittersweet tears that fell.

 Sorry, I'm crying again...

Coffees,
.:MIMI TACHIKAWA:.
~Ajisai HaNa~